I am 30 years old and was diagnosed with breast cancer, specifically invasive ductal carcinoma. Before my diagnosis, I didn't even know what that meant. Now I have been forced into a reality where I not only know what it means but my doctors appointments and daily thoughts are filled with other previously unfamiliar words like neoadjuvant therapy, metastases, HER2 and triple negative.

I started this blog in hopes that some of the information I share may be helpful to other young women in a similar situation. Rather than posting my day to day experiences, feelings and progress, I plan to share some of the things I have learned along the way. Being dealt this hand in life at 30 years old brings with it some unique issues and questions. Will I ever have kids? How will this affect my relationships with my husband and friends? What is my long term prognosis?

Through this site you may find that my way of dealing with things is a bit different. I want to be educated about my disease and take an active role in my treatment and recovery. I want to understand every part of my pathology report, what it means, and feel confident that my doctors are recommending the best course of action. At each stage in my journey, I have experienced challenges with finding answers to my questions and ensuring that the medical professionals treating me really understand who I am and why my way of dealing with this disease may be unlike other women. My hope is that people will be able to relate to my experiences, learn from them and find some comfort that they are not alone.

Tuesday, 29 September 2015

Taxol

Everyone says that Taxol is much easier than AC but because I didn't have many problems with AC, I was worried that I would be the opposite (that always seems to be the case with me). Luckily, I did not have a reaction my first infusion.

The pre-medications with Taxol are different as well, I took Dexamethasone 12 and 6 hours before chemo. My infusions were scheduled in the mornings so unfortunately this meant waking up at 3am to take my medications. One of the main side effects of Dexamethasone is insomnia so good luck getting back to sleep. Here is what I recommend:


  • Take a sleeping pill with the Dextamethisone if you have to take it in the middle of the night. I took Zopiclone which helped me go back to sleep. 
  • Eat something small with the Dexamethisone so your stomach doesn't get upset. 
  • Bring something with you to your infusions as they are long. If my chemo was scheduled for 9am, I usually didn't leave the hospital until at least 2pm. I had magazines, an adult colouring book and of course, my family to keep me occupied. 

Tuesday, 15 September 2015

Sugar Feeds Cancer

When I first started chemo, it didn't occur to me that what I ate would potentially impact the effectiveness of my treatment. Dieticians are available to patients through the cancer centre so I asked to meet with one in hopes of getting some guidance on what I should be eating, what foods to avoid and healthy recipes. I even signed up for a nutrition course which unfortunately turned out to be an overview of Canada's Food Guide.

Since I was not having much luck through the hospital, I decided to do some of my own research and found several articles regarding the link between sugar and cancer. This seems to be a widely debated subject with some sources saying that sugar feeds cancer cells. Although I'm not the extremist type that is going to cut all sugar out of my diet, I really wish someone would have told me this information! One of the arguments behind this claim is that cancer cells uptake sugar at 10-12 times the rate of healthy cells.  In fact, that is the basis of PET (positive emission tomography) scans — one of the most accurate tools for detecting cancer growth. You can read more about it here: http://beatcancer.org/2014/03/5-reasons-cancer-and-sugar-are-best-friends/

Of course, there are also many articles stating that the relationship between sugar and cancer is a myth and as long as you consume sugar in moderation and maintain a healthy weight, there are no risks. I found that this was an interesting article: https://www.oncologynutrition.org/erfc/healthy-nutrition-now/sugar-and-cancer/

Regardless, I have decided to limit the amount of sugar that I eat during treatment and going forward. All of the sugary brownies and cookies that people were nice enough to make when they found out about my diagnosis have now been replaced by natural sugars found in fruits. If there is even a possibility that limiting sugar could help in my recovery, I'm willing to try it.



Wednesday, 9 September 2015

AC Chemo Done!

I think I was pretty lucky in terms of side effects because I didn't have many with this portion of the chemo. It's gross and not many people want to talk about it but the main issue was with constipation. If you are pro-active and start taking Colaise and Senekot as directed 1-2 days before each treatment, it should prevent any issues. Obviously the nurses keep telling me to eat lots of fibre and fruit but that doesn't always work!

Like many others doing dose dense AC which is every 2 weeks instead of every 3, I had a Neulasta shot 24 hours after chemo to boost my white blood cells. I was told that this shot is $3,000 so many people take the alternative which is Neupogen. The main difference is cost and that Neupogen is given daily as opposed to one shot. I was glad that my employer covered 60% and the remainder was paid by the Victory Program. If you are in Canada, the Victory Program may be worth looking into. The nurse that administered the shot said most people take it in their arm but I found my stomach was much less painful. Another tip to reduce the stinging of the medicine going in is to take the Neulasta out of the fridge at least one hour before the injection. I got some pain in my shoulders and neck for about 1-2 days following the shot but other than that, the side effects were minimal. Many people experience much worse than this so again, being younger probably worked in my favour.

All through AC, my white blood cell count remained pretty low so I can only imagine what it would have been without the Neulasta. Even though your count might be below the "normal" range, they can usually still go ahead with chemo unless it is really low. I ask for all of my blood test results and put them into a spreadsheet so I can track them. I have found that this can be helpful and may spark some questions when meeting with your Oncologist depending on how things are tracking. 

Now, on to Taxol...

Wednesday, 2 September 2015

The Red Devil

Of course when I started chemo, the doctors and nurses told me all about the side effects of adriamycin and cytoxan (a.k.a the red devil). Some of these include:
  • Nausea and vomiting
  • Appetite changes
  • Painful mouth sores
  • Hair loss
  • Constipation
There is a lot of talk about how horrible these drugs make you feel but through this post, I want to tell you that not everyone is bedridden for days or not able to eat because of a metallic taste in your mouth or sores. I did have mouth sores but found that gargling with salt water helped them go away before they got so bad that they could prevent me from eating. I love food so I think that side effect more than anything would have been devastating. In fact, whoever accompanied me to my chemo sessions always brought food and I ate while the drugs were being pumped into me. I actually think that helped limit the side effects that I experienced as I was never nauseous. I'm sure my age also had something to do with it...I guess that is one good thing about having to go through this when you are only 30 years old. 

In case anyone is interested, I used the mouth wash after every meal and also sometimes in between. It consisted of:

1 cup of water
1/2 teaspoon of salt

Put the mixture beside your sink in a glass bottle so you remember to use it often. If I did see a mouth sore, I soaked a Q-Tip in the mouthwash and applied it to the area. After doing this for 1-2 days, it went away. There is also the "magic mouthwash" that can be prescribed but I never needed it.